Does it have to be this way?

Never really been shot at twice in a row, coming from a person whom i confide in in times of need. It would have soften the blow if you came up to me personally to tell me, then to slap it in my face in front of everyone. What's done is done. There's nothing anyone can do to turn back time. Kinda stinks when you have friends you can't even relate to.. We can't even end a conversation with a smile on our face. Maybe it's cause i didn't phrase what i intended to say the way it's suppose to be. But to me, every sentence you make seem to be a personal attack.. Why? Maybe it's just me.. I'm wierd, i'm the odd one out, I'm just trying too hard to blend in.. It's really hard to tell you. Trust me..