Hey guys,

Hmmm.. Actually i dont really know wad to blog about today. School was ok. Had Audit tutorial today. And before that i had AFA Lecture. Cashflow cashflow. Hopefully i'll remember wad he said. Anyway, school ended early today. Slightly earlier. Suppose to end at 1. Anyway, msged her.

Received this birthday card from Yamaha. Nothing much inside also. Speaking of cards. I cant wait to receive my proper driving license. Oh oh. I was kinda jealous today when i saw this tutorial mate of mine driving off in this mercedes benz after lesson! Man.. >.< I also wanna have a car. Boss' dad got her new car already. On Tues.

Anyway, am suppose to take my SATs this sat, 3rd Nov, with Terence but i withdrew from it. Firstly, i dont have the time to study for it. Next, it would be a total waste of time and money. Besides.. It's the day after my day.

I'm glad things are cleared between us. There are a lot more things i wanna know and wanna tell you. As for my birthday wish. I guess you would have already known.

Haha.. This is random but. Hey.. This is my 50th post. I know i know.. Had this blog since 2005 and by right, if i just blog once a week, i should have like 168 entries at least. And if i were to blog everyday, it'll add up to 1095 entries. So.. 50.. yea.. I get the point.

School was aight today. Just completed all my tutorials for this week. So now here i am blogging. Dont really know wad to blog abt though. Was just blog surfing. And yea. I read it.

I was just asked this question today. How come secular music can be "harmful" to the Christian soul. And my reply was.. Because we're living in this time and age, music is everywhere. So accessible. We like songs because of the tune, the tempo, the lyrics, n more importantly, because we can actually relate to the song. The song seems to be able to express how we feel at that particular moment. LOVE. jealousy. hate. SUICIDE. I guess that's when it's harmful cuz sometimes we unknowingly do something stupid. Trust me, ppl do get psychoed by songs. Yea..

Well, i dont know exactly what is going through your mind, but u sure wont wanna look into mine. Wait or not. Will things be any different? I sure hope so. For the better of course. I hope telling u didnt make things awkward between us. Cause somehow i feel the distance already. What if.. Just what if.. You were to walk out on me? Dont get me wrong. Im not desperate.

Hey everyone, thanks for being so supportive when i was down yall. I can officially say i got my license on 16th Oct 2007. (Happy B'day to u YiLing) This is totally great man. Haha. Managed to drive around in my parent's car on quite a few occasions within that week itself. And yes yes. I havent forgotten that i am suppose to drive u guys out. JIALAT. Was just running through the no. of ppl whom i'm suppose to "chaffeur" around in my mind.. CAN DIE.. So many ppl..

Anyway, Youth Sunday just past. Had an enjoyable time playing with my band. GREAT JOB KUAY BONG! Sadly, i will be moving on to coach another group of people. Well.. I guess there really isnt anything else i can do can i? Unless my band goes on a strike or something. Then again, it might be a good thing for them. A new change, let them adapt to Ming's style. So, all the best ya. Will miss you guys. =)

Went for PEP G yesterday. Msg was on "Using Music to share the Gospel". Thought the msg was pretty good. Considering that we are going to have something like this as one of our events next year. Hopefully i am able to share with the rest of the people what i have learnt from the talk. It lasted till pretty late and i thank someone for keeping me awake throughout my journey home. Hahaa.

You know, life really is very unpredictable. Just last week, Ps KS spoke on uncertainties. Spoke of the end times. It's really easy for us to say, yea, we ought to live everyday in view that tmr "will be the day" or that we ought to be "thinking" Christians, to be on a constant look out for our loved ones. But, just how many of us are doing that? This world we're living in is so sinful. Hatred.. Lies.. Money.. Many times i cant help but think that God's standards, for one, they aren't unreasonable, but they really are a challenge. Take for instance, love your enemy. Simple commandments, yet so hard to achieve. Arent u scared that if God were to really come tmr and then ask u, "Lance, have u done what i've told you to do?" I tell u ppl, i think i might go to hell. I have faith. I believe there is a God. I know there is One God. I love that God, I have experienced that God in my life. But is that enough? I wanna be God's FAITHFUL SERVANT.

School started on 15th Oct. Something tells me it wont be that easy this coming semester. Feeling quite uneasy about it. Dont know why either. See.. Uncertainties again.. Well, only time will tell. Speaking of which..

Well, when u asked me those questions, it seemed so hard to translate it to words. There were so many things i would have said to you. But it just didnt come out right. I guess time will really tell whether anything will happen. But i'll wait. If it takes a year, if it takes 3 years, I'll wait. I really dont know why i am that willing/patient to wait. Maybe cuz i have been waiting all these while for you to come.

This is seriously getting on my nerves. I hate it that the people around me are so SELF CENTRED! WTH! Notice i mentioned PEOPLE! So i dont mean just one! Gosh, what is wrong with you all!? You vent your anger on us innocent people and u expect us to empathize with you. WTH!? Go get a life! Does anyone care about ME!? MY PROBLEMS!?

Today was a HORRIBLE. Thanks to the contribution of some ARSE. SUE ME. Firstly, driving. Totally screwed up. WTH. The freaking test is next Tues and i am still making so many mistakes. I am so expecting myself to fail. I don't even have the mood to bother about that ANYMORE. I ALSO GIVE UP! So much NEGATIVITY around me.

Next, i didnt enjoy my freaking lunch AT ALL! Some MORON happened to have WAITED FOR TOO LONG. Like HOW IN THE WOLRD AM I TO KNOW U WAITED FOR ME!? This is what happened. Called Simin up and she asked if i wanted to have lunch with her and she asked me to TAKE MY TIME. SO I DID. Simin didnt mention that there were 2 other ppl joining us. She also asked for a favour. To help her WITHDRAW $50 for her and she'll return me another day. FINE. I did it. Waited for the freaking bus 33 for a FULL 20MINS to come. My fault is it!? Show me your stupid face for what!? I control the bus har!? Idiot. And then i reached NUS to see this bitches' face all black. WTH!?? And mind u, u dont know the whole story, dont show your bloody face ok! I dont owe u anything! I din even know u were there WAITING FOR ME AND SIMIN! Wait for bus, draw money, walk to your freakin sch, ALL NEED TIME ONE RIGHT!?

I hope u freaking read this! I hate to see your face everytime i happen to see u. It IRRITATES the shit out of me. It IRKS me! As though i killed your freaking parents or something! Trust me, if it wasnt for Simin who asked me to drop the topic, if someone had passed me a gun there and then, i would have shot u in the head with a gun or better still, you would have seen my tray flying towards your freaking direction. TRUST ME! What is wrong with you people.

Stupid. GET IT!? STUPID!