Ok.. I'm feeling super bad now. Today isnt my day. What i thought was the best day turned out.. wrong.. I'm pissed.. Hate that i'm such an idiot la. Freak..

Got nothing else to say other then to blame it on my stupidity and forgetfulness. Damn. Lance, u should be killed.. I hope i didnt like totally ruin your day. Feeling super shitty about it la. DAMMIT!

Stupid.. I so hate myself. How could i ever have forgotten! When i specifically mentioned it. Gosh.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Someone shoot me la. PISSED at myself la!

Today is so not my day. Ok. Fine. So i had a bad day. Stupid legs of mine. I HATE THEM! Useless. If it werent for them, i wouldnt have fell. I'm so pissed. Here's what happened. Today was my NAPFA. First station, Sit-ups. Still can make it. Managed a 50. Then came freaking shuttle run. Started running, grabbed the first wooden block, turned around, wanted to race back, lost balance, thinkin i could regain back balance, i sped up. Then BOOM!! Fell! My whole knee is like covered with blood. Here's a pic of how it looks like.

it does look the shape of a heart

This is like the 2ND time this year i fell la! I'm so frustrated! And it's the left side somemore!!! Then it was pull ups. Still not too bad. Managed a 5. Then comes standing broad jump! How to jump when my knee feels like it's gonna snap into 2 if i exert too much force!? 190 plus. FAIL!! Was too demoralised to continue after that station. See no point. I am disappointed.. Really..

I didnt do well.. Thanks for the encouragement though. =) And dont worry, things will work out fine ya.

Booyah! Lol.

Am in school now. Doing proj. Boring AFA. Sheesh. We decided to.. Erhem.. Now sitting at the underpass. Attempting to do some work. But apparently.. To no avail. It's super noisy here. TELL YOU.. Today is gonna be super busy day. After this, still need to go down to Church for skit prac. Then 4pm got YAM. But. I think i might have to leave early cuz of band prac at 5pm. Everything clash sia.. Better get back to doing proj. Bernard staring at me already. Lol.

Oh ya! SORRY MAY MAY & STEPH! Kk. I officially apologise leh. For those of u who dont know wad i'm talking about. I didnt thank them for wishing me happy birthday. Lol. (So long ago.. dot dot) HAHA! jokin yea.

Anyway, i really had better go back to doing my work. Bye!
Welcome back gal. =)

Missing you..

It's Wed morning! I'm up early to check if lecture notes are posted up or not. I know.. It's a bit late. But haha! Better late then never? OK. Shall post again later or something. Go print notes now. Bye!
i know u're going today. As cliche as it sounds. You're being missed already . The next few days would be.. lonely? Anyway, u go enjoy yourself ya. It is your well deserved break. After doing well for your finals. =) Promise me you'll take care of yourself ya? Will be waiting for u to tell me about your trip. LOLx.
P.S. Die.. No notes.. No need to go lecture? HAHA!

Swear it Again - Westlife

I wanna know
who ever told you I was letting go
of the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying

just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying

so you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I, just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again all over again

Some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but I'm not buying

Cause in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know I'm not lying

sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied won't be denied

The more I know of you, is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure I want you forever
and ever more and the more that you love me,
the more that I know
oh that I'm never gonna let you go gotta let you know that I..

HELLO PEEPS!

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!

ok.. you must be thinking..

Lance.. We know..

I'm 19th. My grandparents say i'm old already. So sad right? He insist that i'm 91.

Thank u everyone who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

The strangest people wished me. Long lost friends. It was kinda weird. Maybe i should just type out all those who wished me and how they did it. Here goes..

YOU were the first. It meant alot to me. =)

Then Mummy and Sis walked into my room and wished me.

Followed by Jordan, Jocelyn, GAN MEI

Boss called me at 12.15am? So funny! She called but i din pick up the phone initially.

Then i woke up to tons of smses..

Daddy, Godpa, Aunt Angeline, Syaz, Bernard, Corrine, Jerine

KIMMY NEUTRON! (All the way from Shanghai!) - Dont know if u got my sms though

Loon Fa-mar-lie. Thanks cousin! (This one also a bit random.. LOLX!)

Uncle Desmond, Aunt LeeLiang

Geraldine, Natalie Mok, Gerald, Eudora, Terence, FLO, Linus, Ming Bao, Jian Horng

Nicholas, Nathaniel - they found out halfway during BS. LOLX!!

Cindy (pri sch friend! super long never talk already. Was shocked she msged me)

Aunt Janet, Uncle TeckWei, Natasha, Charles, Esther, YiLi, YiLing

Daryl Seah (Another random one. HAha. Friend from sec sch!)

BJ, Mikh and YiEn called me at 11.02pm. So funny.

Checked my blog, facebook and friendster and saw Vera and Lynn's tag to me. Lian Sie sent me a bunny on facebook. Shawn Quek too. Aunt Marilyn and Nicole Wong on friendster.

Wei Sheng, MING, Deborah

Oh oh. Daryl Chew, Serene, Alicia and Nicole Yeo wished me in advance.

Thanks once again to everyone who remembered my birthday and wished me ya. =)

I hope i din leave out anyone! Anyway, i think it's running a bit late. Will blog again ya.

Night everyone!